My current life

People always judge us by our look, appearance, education level and much more. How do we strive in this kind of environment? I feel this is not a good thing though. I am a young adult and still studying..to be honest i really want to talk about current conditions of my hometown. Where is my hometown? It is a secret though. Nowadays, i have seen many shops bankruptcy as they closed down due to certain circumstances.. 

When i was a kid..i live happily without worrying about anything. I would play,eat and sleep all day long. I really missed that time. I have a happy family and of course with a few quarrel sometimes but still we live happily without any problems. Now things have change...in order to succeed in this world, i need to be knowledgeable and even have high academic education. My family doesn't seem like how it use to be. My sister have further study in one of our local top university while i am in my last year of pre university. My dad company went bankrupt and he have to move to other company which is quite far and he would only come back once in 2 weeks. My other siblings is still studying though. We would eat separately in different time. We wouldn't sit on one table together anymore. 

I thought maybe this is will go on for sometime and it wont be the same till now. My family member feel awkward when we are together no matter where or what we are doing. Why?? I keep on questioning myself why would this thing happen to my family. Now i could only pray that my family would return to how it used to be.

Its the same thing occur in my country. Well, when i was a kid, the economy is not that bad. People could live by selling things, starting  business and so much more. Everyone was happy coz they dont have any difficulties to continue their lives. Now.....things have change. More and more shop are closed down..people suffering from unstable prices of thing with the current political issue and high taxes that community need to pay. Could u imagine how they feel?? How i feel? My family have steady or u can say better financial during those days but now we keep on receiving letters from certain places...plus tax and bill for electricity and water supply...there are many things needed to be count for. Crazy am i? This should be my dad worried instead i am more worry than him. Why? Though i am still learning in pre u....i could say that i am quite observant towards my surrounding. I realized it is not easy to survive i this world without money. Money is something that is hard to get. It wont fall of from a tree though. 

To make it simple..i have the feeling that the country economy is wavy...i think it is unstable..i hope it will be stable soon. Im sorry for those who read this coz its such a long story. But i just wanna tell how i feel. Thats all.....